It seems that Haggard, without getting specific, is finally admitting to what was obvious to everyone else days ago:
In a letter that was read to the congregation of the New Life Church by another clergyman, Haggard apologized for his acts and requested forgiveness.
“I am so sorry for the circumstances that have caused shame and embarrassment for all of you,” he said, adding that he had confused the situation by giving inconsistent remarks to reporters denying the scandal.
“The fact is I am guilty of sexual immorality. And I take responsibility for the entire problem. I am a deceiver and a liar. There’s a part of my life that is so repulsive and dark that I have been warring against it for all of my adult life,” he said.
I think that pretty much ends the notion that all he had was a massage and it was all innocent. Now if only he would recognize that the truly dark and repulsive part of his life was the part devoted to spreading anti-gay hatred and bigotry.