At Long Last: A Little Good News

I have been pinching myself for the past three weeks for two reasons: first I have good news to share with you and second, I was afraid that my good news was a dream that I'd awaken from.

My good news is that I just sent off a book review to be published in Nature magazine. Nature? you say .. Do you mean .. ?

Why, yes, I do mean ... !

I don't yet know when it will appear in print, but believe me, as soon as I know, you'll know! (aaand the author will know, and the book publisher, editors and publicity agents will know) Additionally, I am working on a longer version of this book review that says everything else I wanted to include in my review but couldn't (unlike blogs, Nature has a word limit, what are they thinking?) and that will appear here soon.

I view this accomplishment as a tiny payment on the huge debt of gratitude I owe all of you, dear readers, for having faith in me during these especially dark and challenging times. A good number of you have helped me with continued encouragement, gifts of food, clothing and beautiful, precious books, and even with monetary donations so I can keep my apartment -- a fair number of you wish to remain anonymous, but you know who you are.

I especially wish to thank my friends and colleagues, Ed Yong, whose lyrical writing inspires and intimidates me, and particularly Bob O'Hara, whose creative mind and keen eye inspire and motivate me. Both provided kind encouragement and valuable editorial input. I also wish to thank another person (do you wish to remain anonymous in this context? If so, let me refer to you as "Heidi and the chickens") for helping me get this writing assignment in the first place. I owe all of you a beer (but beer is so generic compared to how I feel so I know I am going to give each of you a big, teary hug when I see you next).

moochas smoochas!

What does this mean for me? I will be paid a hundred dollars and change (depending upon when I'm paid, and the exchange rate, etc). This is a decent paycheck for a book review, which pays $25-30, but it's small compensation for the time and effort invested and it certainly won't keep the wolves at bay. Less tangible but probably more valuable, I have proven to others -- and especially to myself -- that I can produce quality writing that I am proud of for a high-profile journal (when given the opportunity) while enduring some of the most challenging and frightening circumstances I've been faced with since I lost my postdoctoral funding. It wasn't easy; I've cried a lot and lost a tremendous amount of sleep due to dramatic (bad) changes in my life situation, but I still managed to focus well enough to produce something worthy -- worthy of Nature.

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*High five*

We all knew you could, Grrl, but I'm glad you can see it for yourself :)

telling you all this makes me want to cry some more, but this time, because i am so happy that words escape me. to be honest, it has been eight years since i've cried for joy.

congratulations!

Congratulations Grrl - it's richly deserved. Hopefully this'll give you the encouragement you need to pursue this sort of thing further (if you want to obviously). From experience, getting a foot in the door is the hardest part. Now, you just have to wiggle it ;-)

HURRAY! A lantern in the darkness! Congratulations. :)

Less tangible but probably more valuable, I have proven to others -- and especially to myself -- that I can produce quality writing that I am proud of for a high-profile journal (when given the opportunity) while enduring some of the most challenging and frightening circumstances I've been faced with since I lost my postdoctoral funding.

Blink. <expletive>

You had doubts? Seriously? I'm not much given to cheerleading [1] but I would have told you that.

Carry on; steady as she goes.

[1] And a great disturbance was felt in the Farce, as coffee spewed all over the Net. Gotcha, suckahs!

By D. C. Sessions (not verified) on 15 May 2009 #permalink

Yay!

This is indeed wonderful news, and that it proves your worth to you is even better. You are a gifted writer; I look forward to reading the review.

Bravo!

You go, Grrl!

By Pierce R. Butler (not verified) on 15 May 2009 #permalink

_Good_.

By Christopher Gwyn (not verified) on 15 May 2009 #permalink

You go! Big time congrats Grrl! Believe me, I know what it's like to be down like this. All I can say is, one day at a time. Take it one day at a time. I (and a lot of others) believe very strongly in your strength, intelligence, and abilities. It is a very tough fight but, you are winning. Getting a review accepted into nature, not bad at all! I'm really happy for you.

thank you, everyone. i floundered and suffered these past five years, but this is a tiny ray of sunshine in an otherwise very dark world.

it doesn't solve my problems, but it is a small deposit in my bank account of hope, which has been seriously overdrawn these past five bleak years.

You had doubts? Seriously? I'm not much given to cheerleading [1] but I would have told you that.

Many have, but Grrl's lack of self confidence is a marvel to behold. Perhaps now she'll believe me.

Well done and congratulations, GrrlScientist! I hope this break in the clouds illuminates other opportunities for you to showcase your excellent abilities-the world needs, NEEDS more people like you!

Cheering for you with glee and a glad heart all the way from Sydney, Australia.

Go GrrlScientist go! :)

Congratulations!!! That is such fabulous news!

You have what it takes. Believe it. And you have worked very hard for it.

By HerpGrrrl (not verified) on 16 May 2009 #permalink

As many have noted alredy, there is very little doubt about you writing very readable, expressive, informative, direct and enjoyable text.
Now that you have more authoritative source for that valuation than just a bunch of pixel-stained technonomads and -peasants, perhaps you'll feel better about marketing those obvious skills.

woot!!!, woot!!! indeed! Congratulations, rb

Yep, you're good. And you didn't realize it?!

We all know you're an awesome writer, so I'm glad you've realized it as well. And it's sooo nice to finally see something good happen for you! Congrats Grrl, you deserve it!

thanks everyone. i know this sounds silly to you, but when a person suffers from a lack of self-confidence (and this is so easy when unemployed, especially when unemployed long-term), it tends to pervade every aspect of her (or his) life. so tiny things like this tend to make a huge difference in outlook. i am hoping this will make a permanent difference on my outlook, but we shall see.

That's really great news. I hope that this is the beginning of a series of good things.

OK, OK, so I'm slow - but congratulations! :)

I hope things are looking up for you too; I'm still going through one of those long stretches of years that suck, but I figure things have got to get better. I just hope it's not the mythical "septem annos horribilis" of the bible - bad luck I can take, but the bible is a bit much.

By MadScientist (not verified) on 25 May 2009 #permalink

Let's not forget that your excellent writing is also accompanied by your being a cool, witty, highly-intelligent, delightful and all-around great Grrl!

By biosparite (not verified) on 11 Jun 2009 #permalink

Congratulations!

By David Harmon (not verified) on 12 Jun 2009 #permalink